HUNTED DREAM

One decision that still haunts me is changing my mind about my schooling. ..

I quickly relocated to the city in order to avoid the influence of my parents and to be accepted into a university. I wanted to get a degree in economics from one of the best universities in the country because as  I was the smartest one among my siblings. I was and still am grateful for the help my parents provided, even though it was regrettably insufficient. I took part in a lot of pre-university admission exams, but because my scores were slightly not enough and there was no one to solicit for me, I was unable to get into universities. 

Time did not appear to be on my side. The third year has finally passed. I was unhappy with myself and the lack of support except for that of  my parents, I continued to try.Even though I was more clever than most of my high school buddies and mates, they gained admission into universities before me, which further perplexed me in my current circumstance. I was still reliant on my older siblings in the city, though, for clothing, food, and accommodations, and they were growing weary of seeing me as a dependent adult rather than as someone who was doing it for the sake of admissions into university. I was relieved when I chose to enrol in an accounting diploma program, but I had to withdraw out of school before my final year exam due to unforeseen financial and academic problems. That’s when I changed my mind to stop my schooling quest a decision that hunts me to date.